Horizon in Sight

almost time to get back to creating these precious beauties (copyright Kellie Jagoe 2009)

almost time to get back to creating these precious beauties (copyright Kellie Jagoe 2009)

I love how even though I can’t see around the proverbial corner of life I have been pleasantly surprised by the steady flow of creative work. Today I received a communicae requesting new little birds and possibly a painting on an inside wall. Happy HAPPY Joy JOY!!!

My menial work seems far less menial when I have fun and creative jobs to counter balance that feeling I get sometimes with work schmerk…

I’m also trying to organise a painting session with a friend of mine on the Gold Coast. I’m really looking forward to learning some new skills from her. She is well wicked :)

Flexing fingers for there is fun to be had and things to make and do.

New Updates

I am happy to share that I finally have uploaded new progress images of my current commission painting.  <(click here) Working away each day is bringing results. Layers are deepening and the project is drawing to a close. Loose ends tying together. I can see the shore! Enjoy.

Look at Moi…

this is the final attempt... happy... still the most minute tweeking but ...  I can breathe

final attempt for this eye… happy… still the most minute tweeking but … I can breathe (copyright Kellie Jagoe 2013)

See!

Today's progress... one eye! Christine,  copyright Kellie Jagoe 2013.

Today’s progress… one eye! Christine, copyright Kellie Jagoe 2013.

Finding a Place

in the element...

in the element…

 

Where someone understands, on common ground.

This is a painting I gave as a gift to the woman who gifted me the beautiful bowl in the previous post. I want to share this little part of a story for sometimes it is the most minute and fragile parts of us that tingle with a connection of truth.

Feelings.

I used to paint a lot in this style, for years in fact. But not now. It has exhausted itself. All in the time it took for another story to break through and pierce not just friendships….

Windswept……. like the Autumn I love.

To love and to continue to love.

making peace with anniversaries

oil on canvas, Palmwoods Right Facing, Little Birds" Kellie Jagoe 2008. Peace be with you and also with me....

oil on canvas, Palmwoods Right Facing, Little Birds” Kellie Jagoe 2008. Peace be with you and also with me….

Sometimes it’s the only way… what else is there. Face it and say hi. Every year, whatever it is, it ticks over… every year….

I forgot… until today… then so abruptly I remembered how I felt … where I was… where you were…

I remember.

I was so lonely, I was so hurt. Drawn out over years of rejection and neglect but hanging on because I believed in love that we share… ????

A night in my life when after nothing, NOTHING for so long I let myself catch a ride. Wind in my hair, rain on my face, lights in my view.

You were elsewhere, as always….

But I’m still here…

and so are you

We

are still a unit.

Against all odds..

 

 

yeah well…

anyway

Just the faint waves of memory…

 

This time

sarah connor....

sarah connor….

sarahconnor2 sarahconnor3

 

I didn’t get around to submitting a piece for this year’s Viva La Femme Exhibition at Brisbane’s Lust For Life Gallery. I attempted a few times to choose from my recent collection but I could not decide and have been too busy and distracted with everyday life to even think about creating something specific for the event, which by the way had a grand opening night and from all accounts was a huge success.

The most important gift I have given myself of late is reducing the pressure. Well limiting the avenues of pressure. There is always pressure and a certain amount is essential for getting anything done.  Pursuing job opportunities and succeeding  TICK!, mothering daily life (which I love and give most of my energy too) TICK! and focusing my attention on finishing my commission painting… nearly ready to TICK! and working on side projects which I am hoping to unveil in the next month…..

I’m a perfectionist when it comes to putting my art out there. When in doubt I just try to relax and listen carefully to what I need to hear. Lately I have made a priority of just chilling at home. I live in a beautiful part of the world and the natural beauty is a daily inspiration. I feel very blessed. I’ve been taking time to practice meditation and learning to open my chakras. You know what? I feel soooooo good as a result! I’m excited about the future and most importantly I’m excited about the now.

There have been several close family members suffering from chronic illnesses and as I mentioned in a recent post my Aunty passed away. These have all been on my mind. Sending prayers out and paying attention to what my body, mind and spirit needs.

Many things in life bring happiness. Treating myself kindly is the starting point then flowing through to all other areas of life. I’m pushing myself daily to change habits but only taking on as much as I can handle and giving myself the odd pat on the back for getting on with it!

Do what you have to do to get by and then push that bit more to set yourself free.

(I’ll take this moment to publicly announce how very super proud I am of my big sister. She finally got her PhD!!!!!  I love you and you are amazing… Dr. M!!! )

Peace and love to all of you.

Skin Tone

Skin Tone

Mixing just raw sienna and white to blend and define facial skin tone and still after several attempts the eyes continue to elude me so I’ll keep working through… she looks a bit ghostly with blank eyes…. but I’ll get there.

wtf am i doing?

… and furthermore

” I can’t be f*cked

writing about anything these days…

that’s not to say I haven’t been

rushed offma feet

but this is a bit of what I’m doing

menow2  been f*cking up the eyes is what I’ve been doing!

….

so I thought I’d make my most verbal post in a while

funny.

well i try.

Laughing at myself.  I believe that I

am not completely cocking this up…

 

A work of art is different to

… just…

a painting…

Dare I sound so up my self…?

 

I have been working on this painting for nearly two years… I can hardly believe that it’s been that long. My customer is very patient… it is nearly finished. It will be perfect.

 

Heart of Grass

accept and acknowledge

accept and acknowledge